Spring has officially sprung, y’all! The weather forecast for the weekend here in Denver looks decent (though I won’t be surprised if we get a random snowstorm) …and I hope that Mother Nature got the memo to keep it together, because I’m more than ready to kick my winter hibernation (and clothes!) to the curb.
I heard birds chirping yesterday – like, I actually heard them … I stopped and listened to them, and I smiled. I took the time to stop and notice a few flowers that pushed their way through dirt … and I guess there’s just something about the crisp air and warm sunshine on my face, and the weather teeter tottering between winter and spring, that has me embracing this fresh sense of newness and the fact that everything is starting to come alive again … especially myself.
TJ is gone on another roadtrip and I’ve been spending a lot of time outside in the sunshine with Brutus and with my friends. Hence why I’ve been kind of quiet lately. I just … I don’t know, I feel like I’m kind of moving on from all of this, like I’m maybe over it … like I want to love and enjoy my life and the people in it without having to make it into a big spectacle here in hopes that people like it and comment on it, as if that type of feedback from strangers makes my life more satisfying or valid or something. You see … I guess I’ve just found a little bit of peace lately, and being present in my life has become more important than being present online. I’m not sure what this all means at the moment … I’m trying to figure out. We shall see. This too shall pass. Maybe.